the saddest scene

It's the saddest scene I have ever seen. (movie : 500days of summer)
Expectations can't be same as reality. NEVER.

so I lie to myself everyday.
This is a horrible nightmare. don't feel. don't see. don't believe.
cause it will be gone soon.

I wish I could be a liar for rest of my life.
......such an idiot..


we are living in a realiy or expections?
oh, I see. I'm living in the confusion.
I'm in confusion.